Stress relieving

I'm stressed out 

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No, im not. I need to get back for finance. 

Please give me ultimate intelligent brain cells. Thanks.

Exam mode

Hmm, i know it's too late to say that February is coming now. 

Im 5 days late !! lol.. Umm.. Yeah, it's february now so im having my chines new year soon 

but also im having my final exam soon. : (

 

Exam-mode. Lots and lots and lots and lots of writing pads 

stick on the wall to boost up my exam mood zzz

  

 "V" dai biao vi-ta-gen!! 

For refreshing purpose darhhhh..

Cherish her.

Things always don't get to be done as you wish them to be. They just can't work as how you want them to be. Everything seems to be not smooth at all. Is there anything that she can cherish with? Or is she requesting too much. Too many things to care about. Tired and sick of it. Or maybe it's time to be open-minded and view it in a different way. Time is urgently needed anyway.

Okiez. Stop that. Time to get focus. Im running out of time seriously. I need to grab every single minutes that I've left now. All I need is 

focus focus Focus focuS FOCUS

 Treat it as 10.12.

As this is how humans always cheat on themselves.

Dump everything aside and concentrate on the priority. I should do this and I MUST do this. I don't have any little leisure time for u anymore. So, please stay o-u-t of my mind..

Webcam-ing session

Just webcam-ed with ah nic and yet she is so pigu, requesting to change clothes before webcamming. Im too bored waiting for her. So, i ..uhh.. took pictures with her bear bear xiong.. =)

 

She is showing off to take our pictures with her new cellphone. I havent get the chance to grab our pictures from her and she is signing off already. Seems she's going out with her family i think. But, if she told me that she's going out with our friends, i think i ll kill her. 

Coz im still stucked in miri. = =

We are having hard times to take a good shot. She keeps moving here and there. I asked her to stay still until i got a good candid with her. She's asking me to count for her. * Too much requests* When i count 1,2,3 , i think she's not ready for that cause she just received a phone call and nida tell her parents something. So, umm, i grabbed the good opportunity. Hahahaha. Im grinning =)))))))))))))))))

*Gotcha*

Bui vs bui

I know ei-rin will teramat excited when she saw the blog title. So i purposely use it to make her happy xia. Like the phrase goes, " Xiang jian Huan". Okie, some of you may not understand this but im pretty sure she does. Lolz.

Finally, mid term is over. Left quiz 2 and final exam waiting for me next month, i mean this month after 2 days from now. Books are just dumped there on the table but i just dont bother to look at them even one single time. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe the day after tomorrow.

No mood for everyday. Awaiting chinese new year mood to activate me. However, i only have two weeks of holiday during chinese new year and it is just way not enough for me. Anyway, what ever, i still have to pass my every single day. 

Went out for brunch with eirin this morning and now im going to post this pic to satisfy her. 

With pic's title: Bui vs Bui ( im not indicating the boy) 

In tired mode today and i dont know the reason. Maybe tomorrow will be better. A phrase where it is the best to comfort me in the sake of everything. 

Oya, received mms 1 today:

Fei_zai and sao_zai

Received mms 2:  

Very de sien u two. Go thomson corner lagi. Hope u two gain weight. 

*Amen*

 Received mms 3:

Si fish de dinner. Very de ke lian.

Received mms 4:

And yet he lures me with udang galah zzz

Last pic for today,

I dug from the pictures' folders and I found this where i never see the picture and i have no idea when i pose this. Maybe my cousin bluetooth-ed it to me as he is the cameraman that nite. Sis is posing "two", Dad is posing "three", and im posing "four", acting cute !! lolz

PS:                 Sk lau, u better online nw. If not, im gona sleep liaoo.. ><

           Then, u wont know what interesting places to eat and play in miri. 

                                       Anyway, miri isn't that fun. 

                      And i dont know why u wana come miri tomorrow. -.-  

                                                                                                            

Just trying to release...

Im tired after working out my tutorial questions at the campus for the whole day. Till now i still haven finish it. *Gosh. The sun is big today. Very big. Super big. It just doesn't seems like it should be as CNY is around the corner and it should be the rainy season. Or sometimes there will be exception? Just like where things in reality always goes. Or is it just for temporary where misunderstandings always begin?

But i dont get to dry out my clothes. Because i wasn't at home. I cant predict whether it will rain or not in the afternoon. Just like i cant predict what will happen at the next second of my life. I dont know what will it look like in the future. Human is just so weak, aren't they?

Life is unpredictable. Seems that human cant make control of their own life. Sounds bad. Is this world still looking nice? Is this world still beautiful like as it before? Everything seems bad.

Does the story line of a fairy tale happen in real life? Or it is just in the storybook? Life's isn't that bad right? This world hasn't gone too bad huh? A friend says, there is no fairytale in this world. Never Ever Happen. It only happens in storybook. Time to wake up. No cinderellas, no snow white, no fairies, no angels, no everything but just witches. Yesssssssssssssssssssss There are so many ugly things in the world. Is it true?

I believed that the world hasn't gone that bad. The world has warmth. Humanity warmth, where people concerned about Haiti's earthquake situation and may have asked for donations to help them. But, again, witches are coming in to discourage the donaters not to help as they may have taken the money for self-use. Is this happening? Oh gosh, has the world gone so bad?

Disappointed to the world? There are just too many unpredictable things. But having these unpredictable things, we will gain something from it. As it always goes, there's a gain, there's a loss. There's a loss, there's a gain. Some people understands. Some don't. Not because that they dont want to, just that things are complicated.

Are things really complicated or someone had complicated it? Things just weren't that easy, or are they? Lost? Or maybe it is just for the time being. Soon, we will realize that the world just aren't too bad. Or maybe we can just pretend that.

#PS:
By the way, no offence at all for the post. Just some true own feelings.
Hope my readers have a nice day ahead..

A bad tuesday

Just finished my quiz 1 today for fin 215 which i spent all my monday to struggle hard in order to squeeze all the fin fin things into my brain. Forget about monday because it's a past tense now. Hmm, i dun actually get a good tuesday today. I mean.. First, i dun get a good sleep. Then, i had my quiz which actually i dun have enough time for it. After that, i got a super complicated 4 hours lecture which almost kill all my brain cells. After lunch, received a bad news from a friend that her house were robbed while we're in the campus this morning. What a sad news !! Senadin's security for god's sake is really poor! Lappie gone.. but let's think it in a positive way. U're gonna get a new one right? A brand new model. Lolz.. Let the robber guy get the depreciated lappie.

Again, in the evening, received news that our fin 215 final exam gonna delayed from 10th feb to 18th feb. Whack! We were been informed that we're gonna have our exam period on 10th feb to 12th feb before we enrolled for the summer. Pretty lucky to get our summer course unit to have the final on the first day of the exam period which were being posted out during the holidays on the website. BUT, seems that things aren't that easy. The department seems love to make their life difficult. Cant figure out why they would like to change the time since the venue is arranged also. Or maybe they have their own difficulties too. But just hoping that things can turn out to what we expected to be. Grandpa's birthday coming soon. Dad's wishing me can be back home on that particular day. Haih, but seems that curtin cant confirmed the date, making me cant confirmed my return date, making them cant confirmed the dinner date too. ZzZ

Nite, i received a call from friend telling me a heart-breaking news. Aunt Lucy had left us and went to a better place. She had always been weak after suffering from her cancer. She's mum of my friend and btw, she's dad's fren too. Human sometimes just can be so weak. Hope everyone outta there is tough and life's still have to go on. Add oil everyone.. Huggiesssssss.

Finally...

Finally, i gets to see grandpa sun today although it may not be a very sunny one. But at least i can get to see the shadow under it.

I can get my clothes dry. The water is not as cold as before. The situation gets better. However, i still get raindrops sometimes. I think grandpa sun did receive my letter. LOLzz.



So, i would like to write my letter again by hoping to get a sunny day at day time and a rainy day at night time. Seems that my request is getting more and more. *Excused me*

I need my M back

I've came miri early than usual for the summer course. Starting to feel regret for being stupid to take the early course as I can be a dumb dumb doing nothing and become a bored dumb dumb at home without any stress. Next week will be quiz 1 for Fin 215. No revision is done yet. However, i think i revised *facebook* quite a few times. @UGH.....

After quiz 1 will be the mid-term exam. After mid-term exam will be quiz 2. After quiz 2 will be my FINAL EXAM. After my final exam will be CHINESE NEW YEAR. My January and February weeks are PACKED. Not very anticipating for the celebration but anticipating for the holiday. I'm eager to fly home for the cakes already. I want a peppermint chocolate cake, pandan layer cake, lapis, etc etc etc. I've made an order to mum but maybe she just write down the purchase order and do nothing about it. She always wait for the last minute.

No more chinese new year topics now. I need motivation for my fin fin fin. I seriously need it to pass. Okiez. Start from now, no more QQ player, no more Facebook, no more MSN, no more blogger. Can I do that? *Ha-ha* Tat's funny.

Anyway, wish me a nice day although it is another brand new day after 3 hrs and 15 minutes. Facebook quiz says my lucky time today is 5am. Im still in my dream at that time. Simply just not accurate. Or I should think that Im lucky that i still can sleep for today but not tomorrow as i need to sacrifice my sleeping time for fin fin fin. Woww, what a positive thought. 0.0

So umm, the point is I WANT MY MOTIVATION BACK.
or i should say


I NEED MY MOTIVATION BACK. plszzzzzzzz?


Okie. Tomorrow will be better, i guess? *duhhh...

#PS: Can the sky stop crying for the moment?



A letter to my dear grandpa sun (credited to ailin)

Where have you been lately?
I miss you
I need you to dry my clothes
Without you, the water is super cold like ice
Without you, I need to boil a lot of water to bath ( Then im gona pay extra water bills )
Dear dear, what would the world be without you
Just like what would the music be without sounds (Go Girl_Pitbull) zzz

So, stop playing hide and seek k? See you tomorrow *_*

New year, new life, new 2010

It's been a long long long long long time again after my August's post. With the post title with Kuching trip (1) , encouraging u guys to follow up with Kuching trip (2) , Kuching trip (3) , Kuching trip (4) ............

but guess that u guys all know tat im lying. Lolz. Hey guys, it's not tat i dont wanna post any updates in my blog. It's just that my line dont allows me to do that okiez?

So, hmm..while reflecting back now in 2009, u guys may really miss out a lot of my things outta here. Btw, many things happened after my August. Anyway, it's a past tense right now. Just let it pass anyway. Dun feel like to blog out every single thing after that.

Now, it's a brand new year, with a brand new 2010, starting a 201*th year right now. So we should always blog out about our present, our future. So, dun wana mentioned about my past. We should always look in front right? yayah.. or maybe if there's a *someday* which i feel like mentioning it then i ll talk about it in my blog then. So, just keep tuned in my frequency.

*blogged by miccivincci straight after having her line in her new hse. +_+